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  • Mood: Guilty
I really don't know where to begin.....where to turn to or where to get help.....

Feeling guilty over mistakes has been a big red flag for me. Making a wrong move, saying the wrong thing, coming to the wrong conclusion - its just one big mistake after another and me feeling guilty about each, which incidentally just dominos into another mistake. I'm human, right? Mistakes are a part of life and as hard as it is to try and be good and do the right thing, its impossible to avoid making mistakes.....
When I meet someone new, its like a blank slate at first - no wrongs or rights, just starting something new. But when I make a mistake, I feel like my world experienced an earthquake. Instead of being on equal terms, I feel as if my mistake has made me lesser than I once was, and I try desperately to fix it. I'll say sorry a lot despite being told "its ok" or "it's alright" or "you're fine. No big deal". I'll hear these, but I won't believe them, believing that thoughts towards me are still filled with annoyance or some sort, because I just can't accept that I'm forgiven. If you have ever felt like you had to look at yourself and take several moments to decide on a course of action or what to say next, that's generally me in a nutshell. I've become my own mediator, monitoring my own words and actions and thoughts before I say or do them, and then dragging myself through the dirt of guilt when I do it all wrong.

This is a big habit - I'm trying to fix it. To be able to let go of mistakes and let them roll over my shoulder. I just hope all those around me don't hold anything against me...


I had to put this somewhere - God knows Facebook isn't the place for this. But then again - when is there ever a place to put your thoughts and worries and fears so that you can put them in perspective and get help?
  • Mood: Optimism
Why do people want to argue about a piece of art or what one person says about it when their views don't add up? This is DA after all - keep it to yourself and move on with your lives.
  • Mood: Optimism
Why do people want to argue about a piece of art or what one person says about it when their views don't add up? This is DA after all - keep it to yourself and move on with your lives.

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Scythes4Hands
Kyle
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United States
Current Residence: My Little Corner of the Universe
Favourite genre of music: Enjoy all
Favorite game obsessions: League of Legends
Dream: To improve my artistic abilities to where I can really draw what I see in my imagination
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:iconaskybluebunny:
ASkyblueBunny Featured By Owner 2 days ago  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave! :la:
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Scythes4Hands Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
You're welcome ^___^
Lucian is my pride !
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EviiCosplay Featured By Owner Edited 4 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for your fav on my Arcade Sona :D
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Scythes4Hands Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
You're welcome ^____^
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RakkuSpirit Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav!!:)
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Scythes4Hands Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
You're welcome ^___^
That Amumu picture is spot-on
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MythicknightsGS Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2015  Student Filmographer
thansk for the support it mean alot for real . more will come i dont want you to mess out , so feel free to wacth us to see more that will come . also comment an check out out book Mythic knights Gs 

IT WILL MEAN ALOT THANKS .
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Scythes4Hands Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
You're welcome ^___^
Sure, I'll take a look at the Mythic Knights book
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MythicknightsGS Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2015  Student Filmographer
thansk leave or ffee free to comment on the ppages 
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Sk-8080 Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2015   Digital Artist
And thanks for the fave as always lad! :3
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